Okay, okay.

I've fallen off the boat.  Last month I thought I had achieved a certain life/health/body condition that might give me cause to slow down on the heavy lifting, but I didn't.  And it's been hard getting back on that wagon now that I'm struggling with insomnia.  I also found out I am gluten-intolerant, so I've been recovering from a decidedly gross-and-horrible month of suffering (August).  And now I'm about to move across the country, which is going to entail a non-stop, two-day drive across America with my husband and my cats.

Yip.

But I'm here, really.  And I haven't buried the book away to collect dust somewhere--it's out on my desk to remind me every time I sit down that I'm going to do this thing, at some point.

I've also been quite indecisive about my goals.  I don't know if I should work largely on reducing my overall weight with a side of body blubber first, and THEN do the book.....or do the book and THEN focus on shedding the jiggle jelly covering my frame.

LE FREAKING SIGH.

I wish I had someone to answer these questions for me.